Well, my job is currently causing me nothing short of grief. It may be an enjoyable enough job, but its taking up all of my time, leaving none for myself and my friends least of all. I miss being with my friends and I dont even talk to them online much anymore... I'm missing out on all the fun things I hear about them doing, and they dont even personally tell me, let alone invite me... Wich actually really hurts a lot...

My schooling is mind-numbingly boring...I sit in the same seat for six hours and listen to the same three hour lecture twice in a row, and do the same tests twice too. Then I go home with about a minimun of 30 pages to read in each textbook... Once again, no time left to barely even eat... And, I am learning nothing as a whole which is leading me to believe that I am wasting my life and will eventually amount to nothing...

And to top it all off, every two weeks I lose one day cause I have to go see my cousellar. We sit there and he's supposed to help me with my problems and get over my depression, but all that end up happening is he listens to me rant, and the interjects a question now and then to change the topic I rant about. I'm starting to feel like a bloody jukebox...

It would really help if I had someone here to be with me and help me through my problems... You know, to tell me everythings okay and to support me... But thats my own problem that I have to try and work out on my own... Though sometimes it seems impossible...

I've had enough right about now. I have lost all inspiration to draw. I wouldnt even feel like drawing even if I did have any ideas...

So, I'm taking a break...hopefully I can sort things out soon enough...